InsaneJournal

Just around six months ago, it was about a year since I met Eva. I guess I could thank my mom for that, I almost wonder what would have happened if I hadn’t been out prowling the local pawn shops. I mostly remember the fact she wouldn’t stop talking, something even now.

A month or so and a year, and I was arriving at Eva’s birthday party, greeted by a poster sized picture of her and a introduction to her other sisters. I let her behind the wheel of my car, and for anyone that doesn’t know me. I don’t let anyone behind the wheel of my car, it just doesn’t happen.

It probably explains why we found ourselves far and away from New York and the Birthday Party held in her honor. I wonder if I’d gotten her anything else, say maybe just flowers? If whatever we have would exist now? If that night would still exist the way it does now?


Seven Months ago she lost someone close to her, someone she loved and cared for, it’s the type of loss I unfortunately know something about. A week after she returned from Seattle and the funeral I got her Dax. It was probably a mistake on my part, not because it made her smile, but because the damn dog chews up anything that belongs to me.

Six and half months ago, we got into the type of fight that I was all too familiar with. The kind where everything ends, and if it wasn’t for my friend, hell if I hadn’t decided to actually talk about what was going on, I wonder where we’d be. If we’d be


Just under 2 months ago, Eva’s birthday came around again, and I went for something a little different. Never been a fan of diamonds, but political reasons aside I went and bought  her a diamond teardrop necklace.

How, When, Where it all happened doesn’t really seem to matter that much. I can think of and pick from a handful of situations and they’d all just be a small part of why I love her.

She went from being a spoiled brat I didn’t want to see or hear, to my girl and finally the woman I love.